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- Back Home -

Don't know what I was looking for when I went home, I found me alone
And sometimes I need someone to say, "You'll be all right. What's on your mind?"
But the water's shallow here and I am full of fear, and empty handed after two long years

Another sunny day in Californ-i-a
I'm sure back home they'd love to see it
But they don't know that what you love is ripped away
Before you get a chance to feel it

Back home I always thought I wanted so much more, now I'm not too sure
Cause sometimes I miss knowing someone's there for me and feeling free
Free to stand beside the ocean in moonlight
And light myself a smoke beneath the dark Atlantic sky

Another sunny day in Californ-i-a
I'm sure back home they'd love to see it
But they don't know that what you love is ripped away
Before you get a chance, before you get a chance to feel it

Everybody here is living life in fear of falling out of line
Tearing lives apart and breaking lots of hearts just to pass the time
And the eyes get red in the back of your head, this place will make you blind
Put it all behind me and I'll be just fine

Another sunny day beneath this cloudless sky
Sometimes I wish that it would rain here
And wash away the west coast dreaming from my eyes
There's nothing real for them to see here

Another starry night in Californ-i-a
I'm sure back home they'd love to see it
But they don't know that what you love is ripped away
Before you get a chance, before you get a chance to feel it

God I love you!!! You gave me the best day every... I thank you so much for that. I needed it like, so bad! I was really sick in the beginning, and it was horrible cuz I threw up so many times and I thought that I wasn't going to go. I called my mom but no one answered; I'm glad she didn't answer because then I wouldn't have been able to go and have fun w/ my friends! I had like, seroiusly the best time. I hung out with Andrew, Daniel, Tamer and Chris. I was sad that Mandy didn't come with us... but I guess it's okay. We took awesome pics on the rides and off the rides... it was coo! The girl on the jungle cruise.... her jokes weren't so great. Lol. ^_^

     Sadly, I have come to a tear in my life! lol, okay so I have improv troupe. Mr. Wingfield moved it back a week. I thot it was coo, no big deal. Okay, so I have to go to church camp that week; I've already paid my money. I mean I was perfectly fine with the improv being this week... it sucks he didn't advertise and now I'm in a bind cuz I've made this commitment before I even started improv troupe. I can't get a refund because it's already been sent to the camp for deposit. I want to go, but I want to go to improv too! I'm sad... Daniel won't be able to see my stand up and neither will any of my other church friends. I'm gonna cry... I almost did on the busride home... I don't know what to do!!

God Thank you for loving me I love you so much I know that sometimes I haven't put you fisrt and I just pray to you Lord that you can forgive me and help me to walk with you in the right direction. I know that sometimes my mindset can get off track... but You've always gotten me back on the right path. Thank you for giving me the talent to sing to you and to praise you. I don't know how I would get along without you in my life and I just praise you for all of your mercy and all of your grace and that you mangage to love me throughout all of the sinning that I do and that you grace me everyday with your presence and my friends' presence as well. Every decision that you make, Lord, I will leave it up to you and I will accept it because you are the Lord of my life and you know what you want to do with my life Lord; your decisions are well with my soul. Even if I don't understand I will always be patient and wait for the lesson in which you enclose. It is well with my soul. I hope you can lead me in the direction of your light, your truth, and your knowledge and that I shall gain more knowledge and experience you, Lord. I love you so much; please continue to work in my life and let me live for you and you alone.

It is Well
-something like silas-